so a lot has happened since i last posted

so a lot has happened since my last post. The week before the love of my life was moving i get into a car accident at work and severely sprain my wrist with two hairline fractures on it. totaled the work truck. it's in a cast that i have to wear till 6 days before my damn 35th birthday. I have less than 6 months left of school and i am just going to concentrate on that. I've been working really hard on my projects and if i can figure out how to post them on here i'll do it. well one i already know how to do. but the other projects i have to figure out. I haven't been sleeping well since she lef, I try and try but i end up staying awake. I really don't take the meds they give me unless i am in that much pain. i've just been taking the tylenol 3 they prescribed to me. I took 4 in one day and I wasn't feeling any pain lol but i was feeling like i was drunk and i was at work. that was pretty funny to me actually, I went and got me some food to put in my stomach more than i'd just eaten for lunch that day and that seemed to do the trick. it sucks when the one you love is so far away and they text you with they hate the place they are in and they are so unhappy. it makes me sad that she's so unhappy and she hates it there. eh i think thats enough for now i'll post one of my projects i created it in after effects :) it's a 15 second thing with shapes and music but ofcourse i had to add a pic of me and someone :)
I really do miss her and made me feel good that she said she missed me too. I really do love her and hope she comes back...

This school quarter

So this school quarter is going to be rather entertaining and fun, i just have to keep my mind occupied so I wont be distracted by the fact that the one I love is moving away. I am rather sad at the moment about it, it's actually giving me a high five in the face i've got less than two weeks left with her then I wont see her till maybe my birthday or christmas if even then. I hope I hold up, I know I can be strong and things will work out the way they are supposed to. I just don't know what to do or say at the moment. If i could change it I would but I know I can't and I will not be the one to stop her from her dreams, it's about sacrifice for the ones you love right? I just hope she fulfills her destiny and becomes that platform artist like she wants and she does fly me out there to see her and to stay...

she means the world to me...

this is what i am going to miss when she moves next month :(

today

today wasn't that bad of a day really. work sorta flew by then it slowed down and I got bored real bored. Thankfully I went in early as requested and got off early. I get home settle in a lil then I go and work on my truck, I had a blown head gasket. I fixed it I am proud of myself. now i've just got to drain the radiator again put the thermostat back in and then do a motor flush. all bruised and batter and ready for my truck to be running right again. I might trade it in after i fix it all. i still need to replace the valve cover gasket and the clutch bearing for the ac then it will be a good lil truck again. I am in a rather good mood my vibes are high and I hope they stay that way for a very long time. I hope I also get a internship soon with what I am going to school for, or a better graphic design job then i've had in the past. any who thats my day tomorrow i get to bring my baby to work with me she likes it when she comes to work with me :)

I really miss her :(

finals

So, i've been a lil busy lately. I've made 1 A a B+ and a C+ for my grades now the B+ might change to an A. anyways i am not stressed anymore because of it, I am not even stressed at work. I have a week break and I am going to relax somewhat. I have to fix my truck blown head gasket :/ boo. that's not going to be fun for me. I have free time minus work but i don't know what to do with it. I am so used to having something to do like homework, I am getting bored. I mean sure i play with my puppy throw the ball play catch go for a walk. I think i've become way too lonely :( I know it's something I need so I can concentrate on school work but I miss having someone to come home to, I miss laughing and joking around with her, I miss holding her in my arms. She came and stayed over the other day, it felt great to cook her dinner and drink and watch movies and for her to fall asleep in my arms I literally passed out we were both talking and we both passed out. I really do miss her and I do love her. But you've got to make sacrifices to make some of your dreams to become a reality. I know if we were meant to be she'll come back to me like she does.