this is what i am going to miss when she moves next month :(

today

today wasn't that bad of a day really. work sorta flew by then it slowed down and I got bored real bored. Thankfully I went in early as requested and got off early. I get home settle in a lil then I go and work on my truck, I had a blown head gasket. I fixed it I am proud of myself. now i've just got to drain the radiator again put the thermostat back in and then do a motor flush. all bruised and batter and ready for my truck to be running right again. I might trade it in after i fix it all. i still need to replace the valve cover gasket and the clutch bearing for the ac then it will be a good lil truck again. I am in a rather good mood my vibes are high and I hope they stay that way for a very long time. I hope I also get a internship soon with what I am going to school for, or a better graphic design job then i've had in the past. any who thats my day tomorrow i get to bring my baby to work with me she likes it when she comes to work with me :)

I really miss her :(

finals

So, i've been a lil busy lately. I've made 1 A a B+ and a C+ for my grades now the B+ might change to an A. anyways i am not stressed anymore because of it, I am not even stressed at work. I have a week break and I am going to relax somewhat. I have to fix my truck blown head gasket :/ boo. that's not going to be fun for me. I have free time minus work but i don't know what to do with it. I am so used to having something to do like homework, I am getting bored. I mean sure i play with my puppy throw the ball play catch go for a walk. I think i've become way too lonely :( I know it's something I need so I can concentrate on school work but I miss having someone to come home to, I miss laughing and joking around with her, I miss holding her in my arms. She came and stayed over the other day, it felt great to cook her dinner and drink and watch movies and for her to fall asleep in my arms I literally passed out we were both talking and we both passed out. I really do miss her and I do love her. But you've got to make sacrifices to make some of your dreams to become a reality. I know if we were meant to be she'll come back to me like she does.

Homework

Honestly for the life of me I can not concentrate on my homework tomorrow is my final and I am not even finished with my career development binder. I have a majority of it done. It really is a lot of work, it's a lot of bullshit work but it's helpful. I guess I have a lot on my mind right now that's kind of altering my thoughts and letting me focus. I think a lot of it has to do with work, it's really not a healthy environment for me to be working in. I think that is really the majority of it. I've been putting up with it for about a year now. He thinks he's done nothing wrong says he's let me get away with a lot of things lets me do my thing and then he says he feels like he gets slapped in the face when he does. So I told him half the stuff is me reacting to what I heard you'd said and so forth. that I give you problems, I don't do my work, I am not a good worker. When have I ever lied to you, i've been nothing but honest with you. I do what i have to do and then go home. I dont have time for lies or games i am frankly too old for it and I dont need that in my life. You're 31 and i am 35. You need to grow up. my life doesn't revolve around Advance Auto parts, i have school and a life. I have a career i am trying to put forth. You stress me out with the bullshit that goes on around here. it's too much. i have enough on my plate with my family alone, i don't need you to add to it with the work place. Every day I try to leave my problems at the door but you dont seem to let that happen you do one thing one thing and I snap and i am in a bad mood for the rest of the day. Karma is a bitch and she's gonna rape your ass like the lil biaaaaatch you are

SO Today

has been one hell of a day, i knew it was going to be one of those days. Miscommunications between management and employee. He thinks he can bullshit me I am not stupid and im not some kid. I believe that he needs me there and he thinks i am a great worker when "I" do actually work in his words. I work all the time, i am not some lazy kid. I am counting down the days where I don't have to look at this shit job anymore and sling auto parts wasting my time and my talent. I am striving for a better day, I am not a quitter and I never will be, I don't give up. Ha he almost fired me, i could have gotten him with so much shit. he is such a shit head. I can't post this on face book because there are people on there that will say something to him. I don't need anymore drama in my life.


just blah no on to homework thats due tomorrow

ugh

I feel like i've gotten run over by a semi truck! Dr gave me cough medicine and I am not even coughing just need to get the phlem out. well now my neck is finally hurting from the fall and my shoulders. I am glad I get to stay home today from work, but I am going to dread it tomorrow. Ive got a cold compress on my neck. and I am probably gonna go lay back down for a lil bit.I'll be adding something up here later for you redda :) or maybe now while I am still up





lol i was plastered out of my mind but i figured you'd enjoy it.
the hottie amy asked me to get up there and sing with her cause she'd been begging me for a while to. I'd tell her all the time i am not drunk enough so she took advantage of that one it was my friend lehra's bday the bassist they got me plastered some lady kept buying me beers they were getting me shots. you can only really hear me a couple of times singing because amy has a powerful voice but hey atleast i did it :P








redda you might enjoy this one too

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